I'm 57 years old and feel my competence dripping away. I have trouble paying attention at neetings, remebering things people tell me, even losing track of the meanings of things. I think I can deal with incompetence, or acceot it at least ... but I have a devil of a time understanding why this is happening, because there are so many possible candidates:
* brain tumor
* stroke vent
* very high blood poressure
* diabetes
* 57 year old forgetfulness
* anxiety over forgetting
* ADD
* discouragement/lack of confidence from past mistakes
Does it matter which it is? Maybe not. But I feel so self-centered all the time, covering up from my disabilities
And I wish I had a great excuse that would make people bend over to let me stay on.
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